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Tuesday, August 07, 2012

Sharing Thursday: My Analog Day

I wake up hoping 
that the last 3 1/2 weeks have been a bad dream.
But this morning
like every morning now
the truth hits me
in my chest
in my heart
the absurd truth that
my son actually did die
on July 14.

So my day continues in a daze
of automatic actions
until I can go back to bed
once again hoping 
that I can
somehow
wake up from this nightmare.

In the middle of all this
I try to find spaces to
pause, mindfully, 
through
drawing, writing and photography
and to express and share my 
pain 
and my art work
in a self therapeutic way.