Days like this.
Common, ordinary days.
And yet, horrible milestone days.
Rotten, putrid, appalling days that
slither in and through and around me.
Toxic, debilitating days that
numb all senses and
leave me frozen to my core.
Lonely days -
- so lonely.
I did not think I could live through something like this.
I can survive, but can I live?
I still don't know.
I lost the person I felt safe with.